ah finally, a rainy day post! ft. a stack of books, lyrics inserted at any point, and yes, a poem.

Hellooo people, elves, demigods, witches, wizards, crows, and all! Hope you’re doin’ well. 🌻🌻 so. Do you happen to remember those rainy day posts I used to do back before Ragnarok, in those glorious days? Do I even remember how to perform the ritual of writing one?
*cough cough* Ignore me. What I mean is, those posts on rain, with a poem, and books, and rambles. Lovely stuff.

random photo of me playing guitar because I have nothing else to add here 🤟

JIGSAW JIGSAW JIGSAW JIGSAW~
I hope at least some of you have heard Superache (Conan’s new album). 🥺 I mAy do a review sOoNiSh. 👀 Oh, and of course, I’m going to do a ukululu cover of at least one of the songs. Maybe Best Friend. Or Jigsaw. Or Disaster. Or Footnote. As you can see, I’m having just a little bit trouble deciding. 💀
Anyway. Listening to music in the rain is just the best, isn’t it? I’ve missed this. 😔✊ I LIKE THAT YOU’RE BROKEN, BROKEN LIKE ME. MAYBE THAT MAKES ME A FOOL.
All hail my beautiful playlist. ✨
(how do I always end up rambling for sO LONG about the music playing?)

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OOH LOOK. Books. We hAVE to have something about books in a rainy day post.
And this is perfect. Recently, I pulled out (almost) every single book I was yet to read. I have no idea why, but then we know not to question my spontaneous doings, don’t we? 😳
I’m quite excited to read all of these. Even though a few have been sitting there for years, and some may continue to do just that. I’ll get to them eventually. And there are a few I really want to read now. Like Killer Content (I’d told myself I was done with murder mysteries for a bit, after the A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder series, and the very next day, I bought this. Good job, Rat). And Carry On. And King of Scars.

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a couple hours after the rain stopped (sadly), we went to a nearby park! I was about to write about how lovely the weather was, then stopped for a moment and realised I’d sound like old lady rambling about weather for goodness sake. No offense to old ladies. I’m sure most don’t do that.

Eh-hem. It iS a lovely park-
Oh, and I’m the one in the purple shirt. Y’know, in case you couldn’t tell. Very easy to mix these sorts of things up. *nod*

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ehehe. Starbucks. I’m pretty sure I wrote my last rainy day post there? Hmm. This is called expert foreshadowing and callbacks to previous movies posts, y’all. Applaud my director and script writing skills. 😌✋
*cough*
I feel like it’s also important to explain that, in the photo, I was in an incredibly serious and world-changing debate with my dad. About whether cars are living things. 😃👍
I lost.
And I was against the topic. 💀

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okay. I think you’ve had enough of my unimportant (though fun-ish, you must admit) ramblings. Now it’s time for me to try and write a pOEM!
*five hours later* help how do you write a poem?
*another couple hours pass*
…no seriously how.
Okay, so evidently I’m finding it hard to think of a topic- but I asked Sep for a prompt, and that did inspire this poem a bit. So, thanks for that, mate! And eventually, I wrote this:

A Villain

Help, I forgot how to feel
I tried to block everyone out for a while
I was just trying to rid myself of emotion
Focus on something more important
But then my apathy became real

Help, I think I accidentally got used to it
Cutting everyone out of my life
And I forgot how to sympathize
Now I think I’m just a villain
Of my own twisted fairytale

Help, I think I’ll stay alone
I tried to revive the me from an old life
When I had real people and feelings
But that was such a different time
Right now I’ll just remain a little dead inside.

~Rayna, 2022

Well. I’m not sure what this is about. But it’s something. And I think I like it. Maybe you do as well? Hehe. I hope you enjoyed the post! I love writing rainy day posts. It’s a tragedy that it rains so rarely here. 😔
Anyway. Have a great day! Adios~